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Myself

by Polldarier

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I didn't dream last night
I was completely empty
I have nothing to remember
I have no one to remember
I often wish I wasn't
I often wish they would stop
I'm afraid, but there will be a time when I won't be
I give myself completely to everything I leave behind
I'm walking in the dark, I can't see the light
I'm lost in the blur, hope is gone
My soul is exhausted, my body is withering
No one, will save me anymorе

When will it end?

I’m outside, disowning mysеlf
I'm already, not in control of myself
I'll pitifully observe myself
I'm a tool in service of myself
I don't love myself
I'm torturing myself
I’ll betray myself
I let go of myself
I’ll show myself
I surrender myself
I haunt myself
I cast away myself
I pull myself
I curse myself
I'm suffocating myself
I'm burning myself
I can't see myself
I lost myself

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released June 6, 2023
stem-mastering : Gabor Deutsch / anorganik fb.com/anorganik.mastering

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Polldarier Dublin, Ireland

Apocalyptic pitch black electronics. Dense numbing darkness; absurd, harassing orgy of the senses. The sound of awe-inspiring unease from the near future, not hitting, but pounding, not tremoring, but tearing you apart.

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